Catching up with things

         It's been some time since I have written here...and I think I already started another blog that way...but I digress. My recovery has been been progressing rather well these last few months...and I can say that I have gone >120 days without a destructive incident occurring. This is good. The state of my life is, as only I can report on it, stable....but not without it's problems, as there are with everyone. But sometimes I still find myself looking up at a clear night sky and wishing I can just be floating out there in that dark deep emptiness and just let my troubles be consumed by its vastness so I can have more than just a passing measure of peace. But I can settle for passing measures for now. They get me through the day...as well as the night.